Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Another tarot reading, this is from the celtic-cross spread ;)

Pro: Facts in favour of the consultant and point of view of progress. The symbol of the card represents the positive influences and strengths that go along with the consultant and work on his or her favour and continuously stay by his or her side

The Star
This moment in your life is characterized by success, hope, faith and all the positive strengths of the universe on your side. You will get all you want to achieve because your goals are completely pure and honest. There is a beautiful light of love in your life.


Against: Point of view of opposition and obstacles that the consultant will find in his or her way. It represents those internal opposing strengths that have not come to light yet, as well as the external obstacles that will find in his or her evolution

The Emperor (i)
This card shows your extreme rigor blocks you and stands as a barrier when deciding what you really want to do. You are too structured in your approach and you do not go beyond the limits set by yourself, which stops you from seeing situations from other perspectives.

Present:: In this card, the consultant is in direct relation to his or her question. It encourages clearly defining his or her relationship towards the subject and fitting positions, to calm down his thoughts and place in a more realistic position

Transformation
This card means that you are at a moment in which everything has a complete transformation. It suggests assuming that we ourselves should develop changes for our own satisfaction. First, we should think things over and then we should make a transformation, come to terms with our personal conditions, give structure to new projects, build a new arena, but change must come from us, not as a result of others’ advice.



Immediate Past: The basis of the problems, the origins of the problem and its consequences in the present.


Wheel of Fortune
This card tells you that you are just coming out of a period characterized by changes and turns in all aspects, and it suggests you to adapt now to cycles and changes that the process you have just experienced indicates, by respecting the others’ pace of life and adapting to new circumstances that are undoubtedly favourable.



Prior Past: Ancestors, theorizing of concern, the root of the presence of the subject, support and the connection between the consultant and the whole issue

The Lovers (i)
This card indicates that your origins were associated with great disarray and difficulties of all kinds. On the carrier and the educational level, decision-making implied a problem because of the lack of willpower to decide on a way with values and in one direction. On the emotional level, it is possible that you have had romantic delusions, infidelity or strong arguments that put an end to the relationship.



Near Future: It shows the different possibilities, choices or paths that are available or we can follow at the tim

The Sun
This card clearly indicates that there comes a period in which entire success, good fortune and happiness will reach every field of your life. It may also indicate the joy that children around you or those about to come make you feel. Regarding a couple, it depicts a blessed marriage, and from the material point of view, it shows abundance and carrier success.

Personal Reasons: It explains the true reason of the consultant for his consultation. The consultant is usually surprised with this card, because reasons he or she has kept hidden for himself or herself come to light

The World
This car indicates that you are in an internal process of important achievements; you feel that you've already gone through all and you make it part of your life, you place it inside of you, and it is part of your experience. The internal process currently aims at balancing male and female strengths, i.e. the emotional and the rational; this way, you are going towards the road where you look for self-fulfilment and absolute integration.



Surrounding Environment: The environment, opinions f people around us, family, neighbors, and friends. The relationship between them

Temperance
This card indicates that your environment is harmonious referring to the workplace and the way your partners see you. Everything is based on such a balance and internal order you show and leave in your wake. You are appreciated as a person with huge capacities and talent for activities that require determination and perseverance.



Hopes and fears: In view of the things we go through and those that are about to come

Justice
This card shows that your hopes lie in such harmony and fairness that will surround the situations you go through at the moment. You have the support of the necessary energies so things keep appropriate balance and especially, legal matters stay on your side.



Final Ending: Potential achievement of the goal if the way to follow has been meant to be, and another way, partial results, and analysis of the path that has been followed, so that if it does not give the results that were expected, it does explain the reasons of the final ending

The Fool
This card suggests you to use all your intuition at the time of taking a way; your wisdom, charisma and skills are things on your favour and which you should resort to in order to face life; you have natural abilities and if you use your common sense to face situations, you will follow the way that best suits you without making mistakes about taking unnecessary risks.


here's the  link:-
http://www.tarot-live.com/cruz-tarot-2.php


for fun k,
it looks cool and fun so i gotta share it!















































Wednesday, March 9, 2011

TAROT CARD READINGSS...hehehehe...

check this site out its kinda fun!

i've tried playing with it..

its tarot!!
 yeah and i have no idea of how it works,

just tried few random times ..
so here's the link:-

if u're new to this tarot thingy just like me then opt for the "choose for me's" for the type of deck and spread.
then leave the reversal and significator box  unticked ! ;)



this one is mine:-


every reading is personal so u can't really have the same perception or meaning from others....


will i be happy? ;)

(this is how my card spread looks like)

The Three Fates spread is an exceptionally popular way to gain insight into the emerging arc of the past, present, and future. The Golden Tarot is a modern celebration of late medieval artwork. This deck is the choice of scholars, for it evokes images of elegance amid barbarism, and the light of virtue in dark times.






The left card represents an important element of the past. The Star: New hopes and splendid revelations of the future. Insight, inspiration, courage and enlightenment of the spiritual self. Body and mind and converging towards the light at the end of a dark time.









 The middle card represents a deciding element of the present. The Moon: Cyclic transformation covering the mysterious forces of the night. Feminine beauty and the intoxicating vitality of youth. The metamorphosis from beauty to beast and vice versa. Occult forces, sensitivities and intense dreams. Dangerous situations and perilous times.





The right card represents a critical element of the future. King of Wands: The essence of fire behaving as air, such as lightning: A great and daring leader who inspires others to rise to challenges alongside him. An artist who can take hold of an idea and make it a reality through bold action. One who is forceful, charismatic, and honest, leading by example, but unafraid to invest authority in others. A dashing and magnetic personality, carrying authority naturally, and striking at the world with swiftness and grace.
 Now i've made it try yours!

Sunday, January 30, 2011

dewy rainy day...

wah, today's weather is lovely.
what can i say, it just gives so much comfort.
especially when i'm in that time of the month.
usually i'll be moody, but today everything feels wonderful.

that's just the begining ...
i started of with what my mom has been trying to
persuade or force me since ages ago.
(to listen to all the "keys" cd's.)

well i started with keys one..
all goes on well, till i found out it was only the first part of keys one.
and the are 3 more cd's to go.
each around 75mins...
and the whole "keys" set has six!!!..
each has sub-parts which constitute of 75 mins of talk..

its good though.... but the duration.
god, i just pray myself to be disciplined to finish up the each cd's at a time,
without popping out of the, order....

i believe i can though but not all in a day..
just one tiny step at a time.

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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

after mia-ing

just when i was asked to help out few minutes ago, ...
yeas, i have sneaked out of it, and am right here writing
 it was to clear up the wet kitchen for some renovation thingy.. but for the moment ..
i'm soo far away from being Miss. Kind & Helpful... திஇங்க   i'ல் ஹெல்ப் லெட்டர்   (p/s- just messing around- means : think i'll help later.. changed to tamizh alphabets.. pheonatically its almost same)

Been away from blogging for wayy too long.
reasons:-
1. i was living in a total boredom.
2. was coping with my anger internally.. which later made a  huge mess externally.
3. brain was blocked.. reason?? refer  above .
4. was soo into this fb games, till i got bored of them.. except it girl.. i'll tell ya all in the next blog..
5. in the mode of ignorancy..
6.wow... thats way too much of being clogged up.. but yes i was. lol ;)

New Year.. yes, its a happy event..
as the words says everything, cause its new!!
a new opportunity, new dates and time, new attitude,
new life, new courage, new understandings, new hopes and dreams..
and yeah.. resolutions!

வெயிட் !! / wait!!
did i fulfill my previous New Year's resolutions?
yess!!
and here they are:-
1. reduce the number of times i fall sick- yup, i've had it twice, fewer than 2009
2. reduce the amount of any medicine- still managed, took it once, and that wasn't even for my fever, but for the injured ankle i got! ( i even bared migraines without any voltaran-- and thats something i wouldn't have done previously)
3.to put on some weight- yeah from 45 to 46kg ;) not bad eh? adding them on is as equally  hard as losing them ... no kidding, we didnt lose our weight or put on our weight just by overnight.. it takes time.. Rome wasn't build in a day ;) hehe....
4.study hard- lol, i did !!.. here lies my prob, i should have made it- score well instead of study hard.
5.at least join one activity in Utar b4 anything happens to me as a student.. make it two! chem society's anti-nuclear exhibition and RCM!!
6. do something crazy- yeah i did.. but not telling here.. hehehe....
7. yoga headstand...FINALLYY!!!!!!!!!! after iotas of ages trying!!!- i've got triggered by happy feeling to do this, just out of no where, luckily in my room!... and there walla for almost a minute.. i was in a very happy mode... excited and exhilarated i might say.. this one around march/april/may...hmm..yes around the spring equinox!
8. To tell out to my buddy for once and for all, about the thing i wanted to tell ages back... (this was the trigger factor!.. i dunno bout the other person.. honestly.. but i told.. and then left with glee..and then.. i assumed i was being too clingy, i stopped calling and even chattin.. still do once in a while.... don't wan to freak my buddy out ;).. the best friend i ever had.. other than my school buddies.. aathi , buu, b'getz, punie, jazz..  but then things will only happen the way it was written in the stars by our creator.. no matter what friends for lives!!! the best thing in my life.. so far ;).. any way today is buddy's B'day..
Happy Birthday Buddy!.. sowiee.. my phone is not available.. while in the process of getting a new one..
i posted in the fb wall..
9.to cry my heart out- i did, y?.. cause i usually don't cry... always repressing it.. but somehow learn to accept it.... watched movies that made me so.. ironically.. they are happy and feel good movies.. =.='''
.. there have been few that i never made it.. but, as it was told before by many, life is always good when we see it as a glass half filled with water instead of the other way round... ;)
to be honest.. my list were never  big... so fair enough for me to fulfil most of it.. or should have done all of it..
its worth the try anyway..

Now, a month after the birth of 2011..
i've just came up with my list..
my usuall lateness.. well i just want to feel the vibe of the year first before coming up with something.
 so here we go:-
  1.  get me self a job ;)
  2. go for hair treatment
  3. thinking bout heading to the spa with my besties
  4. a car of my own!!... a 4wd.. the only one i felt comfortable driving
  5. living away from home on my own ;)
  6. be healthy all year long!
  7. to make somebody's life happier
  8. play cupid to my parents
  9. visit mannarasala.. the ancient snake temple in Kerala.. was intrigued
  10. get my own Levi without the help of anyone, except myself
  11. make new friends
  12. shop for more shoes!!
  13. be happy throughout the year by helping people or by any good deed
  14. to start on " The Keys".. by Prem Rawat @ Maharaji.. mom kept insisting.. why not give it a try!
  15. to love myself ;)
  16. to somehow unite my estranged friends.. seriously they should be on talking terms .. life is short my dears ;)
  17. something that i've been wishing with all my heart that i want to leave it in secracy.. ;)
  18. outing with friends.. far away from Ipoh!!.. thinkin bout beaches.. and no! not Manjung!!
  19. visitng my uncles in Rawang and Kulim.. was not able to
  20. attend any class.. ;)
write more..

this is for now.. if i have more i'll add...
hopefully i can achieve them all!










Thursday, September 23, 2010

The Core

The word core means the centre, the innermost, or the fundamental. In humans, what is our core?
Is it our heart?
our brain?
what is it?In living a blissful life what is the essentials?
what is the way of living?
Many have different opinions and ideas on this but here i would like to present what my perceptions on these, based on the 22 plus years of living my life as i am.

The core to humans is our soul. Its very light, its simple. When we have such a simple core, why are we living in complications?
As i would like to say, these troubles that we bring forth or assume to be troublesome are just some thoughts thats being brought  up by our minds. See our mind is the most powerful machine that we have ever come across but yet we fail to aknowledge this. Why?  because we underestimate it.

Taughts that are fear based only creates more one fear... and its the subject of our taught that creates the reality for us.  when all our aim is to be helpful to each other, we in the meantime want to make ourselves to appear good. What we didn't realise is that no matter how much we try to cover up on our deed, things are done for good and so to rationalise it wouldn't be wise but to live the remaining or the new life that we have created truthfully is the one that matters the most.

The core/essence of us human being is in the truth. The more we hide from it, there more misrable we would be. But if come to accept ourselves, then we would come to accept the truth in life, and thus avoiding agony, and inviting more joy, peace, safety and security. Without us accepting ourselves first, then how can others do so??...this is something that everyone should ponder on and to realise what would they want to be, instead of worrying about what they have already done..

Life would be forgiving to us, if we forgive first,
as everything begins in us.....

Sunday, September 19, 2010

saying grace

to all the people whom i have met in my 23 years of life... officially at 3.43pm... :P
thank you... for stepping into my life and made it beautiful  and wonderful...

my life would be boring without you guys...
helped me to create my characters and whatever i have and believe in!

above all.. thanks to my parents... where would i be without them??
and my six precious brothers, whom are my source of inspiration..
next... to my other family members... then my BFFs!!!

my uni mates!!.... my school friends ... my ex-colloeuges.....

my crushes!!!..... and my lost friends....... camp friends.....kindy friends......thank you all....
^^................

and to people whom i have met at random places.. who taught me of simple things in life, thank you!!

Monday, September 13, 2010

its what we choose.... be careful of what you ask for....

day in day out,
nowadays i realised have stopped whining.
good for me and also to the ones beside me.
less negativity for everyone there.

till now, i couldnt believe myself that even when i brought
myself to a situation that could drain their life out,
but yet somehow i have manage to keep my cool.

This is way cool that might lead my dad or my mom into
annoyance.
Realised they don't prefer me when i am carefree,
but instead when i'm panicking and raising everybodys
blood pressure around.

When i sit and contemplate,
i realise things around me happen because i belive that
such a disaster would occur.
Leaving no self assurance that everything will be all right.

Thats why elders say, what we think is what we are.
worrying would only divert our energy to what we are not.
Sometimes leading us astray of our true path.
I get more wiser now.

For now am asking for everything to be crystal clear,
and peace for each and everyone of us( including me).
Grateful for everything that i have!
peace!!