dewy rainy day...

wah, today's weather is lovely.
what can i say, it just gives so much comfort.
especially when i'm in that time of the month.
usually i'll be moody, but today everything feels wonderful.

that's just the begining ...
i started of with what my mom has been trying to
persuade or force me since ages ago.
(to listen to all the "keys" cd's.)

well i started with keys one..
all goes on well, till i found out it was only the first part of keys one.
and the are 3 more cd's to go.
each around 75mins...
and the whole "keys" set has six!!!..
each has sub-parts which constitute of 75 mins of talk..

its good though.... but the duration.
god, i just pray myself to be disciplined to finish up the each cd's at a time,
without popping out of the, order....

i believe i can though but not all in a day..
just one tiny step at a time.

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after mia-ing

just when i was asked to help out few minutes ago, ...
yeas, i have sneaked out of it, and am right here writing
 it was to clear up the wet kitchen for some renovation thingy.. but for the moment ..
i'm soo far away from being Miss. Kind & Helpful... திஇங்க   i'ல் ஹெல்ப் லெட்டர்   (p/s- just messing around- means : think i'll help later.. changed to tamizh alphabets.. pheonatically its almost same)

Been away from blogging for wayy too long.
reasons:-
1. i was living in a total boredom.
2. was coping with my anger internally.. which later made a  huge mess externally.
3. brain was blocked.. reason?? refer  above .
4. was soo into this fb games, till i got bored of them.. except it girl.. i'll tell ya all in the next blog..
5. in the mode of ignorancy..
6.wow... thats way too much of being clogged up.. but yes i was. lol ;)

New Year.. yes, its a happy event..
as the words says everything, cause its new!!
a new opportunity, new dates and time, new attitude,
new life, new courage, new understandings, new hopes and dreams..
and yeah.. resolutions!

வெயிட் !! / wait!!
did i fulfill my previous New Year's resolutions?
yess!!
and here they are:-
1. reduce the number of times i fall sick- yup, i've had it twice, fewer than 2009
2. reduce the amount of any medicine- still managed, took it once, and that wasn't even for my fever, but for the injured ankle i got! ( i even bared migraines without any voltaran-- and thats something i wouldn't have done previously)
3.to put on some weight- yeah from 45 to 46kg ;) not bad eh? adding them on is as equally  hard as losing them ... no kidding, we didnt lose our weight or put on our weight just by overnight.. it takes time.. Rome wasn't build in a day ;) hehe....
4.study hard- lol, i did !!.. here lies my prob, i should have made it- score well instead of study hard.
5.at least join one activity in Utar b4 anything happens to me as a student.. make it two! chem society's anti-nuclear exhibition and RCM!!
6. do something crazy- yeah i did.. but not telling here.. hehehe....
7. yoga headstand...FINALLYY!!!!!!!!!! after iotas of ages trying!!!- i've got triggered by happy feeling to do this, just out of no where, luckily in my room!... and there walla for almost a minute.. i was in a very happy mode... excited and exhilarated i might say.. this one around march/april/may...hmm..yes around the spring equinox!
8. To tell out to my buddy for once and for all, about the thing i wanted to tell ages back... (this was the trigger factor!.. i dunno bout the other person.. honestly.. but i told.. and then left with glee..and then.. i assumed i was being too clingy, i stopped calling and even chattin.. still do once in a while.... don't wan to freak my buddy out ;).. the best friend i ever had.. other than my school buddies.. aathi , buu, b'getz, punie, jazz..  but then things will only happen the way it was written in the stars by our creator.. no matter what friends for lives!!! the best thing in my life.. so far ;).. any way today is buddy's B'day..
Happy Birthday Buddy!.. sowiee.. my phone is not available.. while in the process of getting a new one..
i posted in the fb wall..
9.to cry my heart out- i did, y?.. cause i usually don't cry... always repressing it.. but somehow learn to accept it.... watched movies that made me so.. ironically.. they are happy and feel good movies.. =.='''
.. there have been few that i never made it.. but, as it was told before by many, life is always good when we see it as a glass half filled with water instead of the other way round... ;)
to be honest.. my list were never  big... so fair enough for me to fulfil most of it.. or should have done all of it..
its worth the try anyway..

Now, a month after the birth of 2011..
i've just came up with my list..
my usuall lateness.. well i just want to feel the vibe of the year first before coming up with something.
 so here we go:-

1.  get me self a job ;)
2. go for hair treatment
3. thinking bout heading to the spa with my besties
4. a car of my own!!... a 4wd.. the only one i felt comfortable driving
5. living away from home on my own ;)
6. be healthy all year long!
7. to make somebody's life happier
8. play cupid to my parents
9. visit mannarasala.. the ancient snake temple in Kerala.. was intrigued
10. get my own Levi without the help of anyone, except myself
11. make new friends
12. shop for more shoes!!
13. be happy throughout the year by helping people or by any good deed
14. to start on " The Keys".. by Prem Rawat @ Maharaji.. mom kept insisting.. why not give it a try!
15. to love myself ;)
16. to somehow unite my estranged friends.. seriously they should be on talking terms .. life is short my dears ;)
17. something that i've been wishing with all my heart that i want to leave it in secracy.. ;)
18. outing with friends.. far away from Ipoh!!.. thinkin bout beaches.. and no! not Manjung!!
19. visitng my uncles in Rawang and Kulim.. was not able to
20. attend any class.. ;)

write more..

this is for now.. if i have more i'll add...

hopefully i can achieve them all!