come clean...

there will be this day,
my dear,
when the rain from heaven above
will wash away,
all the sins that i've done and realised and accepted,
the very day,
when i'll be weaned,
off  from  the stigma,
that i have been imposed on..

on that day i'll be lighter,
less burdened,
less sad,
less angered.....


as the truth will be revealed,
that twas i whom you have been using,
twas i whom you have trusted to be your companion when in need,
and that i have kept my word,
to stash your secrets away..


but its sad my dear,
that the deed have been done,
and that neither of us can change the past,
nor for me to accept the blame,
but for you and only you ,
to carry the scare of your action,
and my skin shines back to its pure self...

for all the blames,
for all the lies,
have been on me,
for all the days i wonder alone for help,
but none came,
those days will be paid for....


but,
fret nay my dear,
for i do not loath thee,
and only my love awaits thee.

cause...
twas you who turn me into a saint,
twas you who turn me into an angel,
twas you who braught me closer to god,
for bearing you ill name...

and its that day,
that everyone will know,
twas you whom did the wrong,
and that i was wronged....

if only you realize,
that if you accepted your flaws and faults,
you would be whole,
away from fear,
away from pain,
away from guilt,
and all the vile thoughts that crosses your mind,
just to close you shameful work...

be and let be,
for all your deeds will be known one day,
and it will hurt,
that day,
as you accept too many of your wrongs,
gathered by time...

repent my dear,
for you might use me now,
but then not for long,

as one day,
i will fade,
from your life,
and to whom do you go then??

hence my dear,
if you care for anything,
if you care for anyone,
come clean of your sins,
as you will be forgived...

but till then,
my dear,
you'll weep,
you'll scorn,
you'll torment,
in burning  rage of your own...

come clean my dear,
come clean.............